this morning's argument became rather heated. (i'm stitch btw). i said i wouldnt let him mess up ds's life the wya he had messed up mine. basically i stood my ground. my usual technique wherebty i tell him to calm down and stop shouting at me and we would discuss this when he was calmer didnt work. argument got more and more heated. he whacked me, i whatcked him back. he grabbed me round the neck stranglingly, i called to ds to call the police.
so they came. well, after scuffle for the phone, then him begging me not to do this and ruin our lives and the neighbours weeing evertyhgin, as if it was all my fault. he even tried kissing the side of my face, soemthing he hasnt done in many many years. ds scared. dc scared. etc etc.
they have arrested him. i dont want him to go to jail, which they hav e assured me wont happen. i dont want him in the house anymore. but i just wish to god this hadnt happened like this.
my head hurts, and i wish i could just sti and cry, but ive spent years and years doing that and it doesnt get you anywhere. u wabt nt gead to stop hurting so much.