Hello, I just wondered if anyone could offer any advice for me on here.
I’ve been with my partner for 6 years and we have a 3 year old.
As usual the relationship started amazingly and I fell head over heels.
As soon as my daughter was born he changed and I discovered he was taking cocaine. We fought about it, I left on many occasions and after a year or so he stopped. I was desperate to make it work.
During this time I discovered that actually drugs had been a part of his whole life, he just hid it well at the start of our relationship. He also has 2 boys from a previous.
5 months ago, he got angry as he does at times (never violent) and once again he told me to get out his house. So here I am at my mums AGAIN. He’s been desperate to make it work and have us back and whilst we’ve seen each other a lot in the week. I’m so unsure on what to do and so I haven’t returned to the House to live again.
During this break it’s come to light that he’s drinking a lot and has been using drugs again! Says it’s because he’s lonely and I’ve not been there. On top of this I’ve found out that he’s had escorts arrive at the house in the middle of the night. Swears he hasn’t done anything he’s just needed someone to talk too!
I don’t know why I don’t just have the strength the strength to completely walk away?
He’s an amazing dad and it breaks my heart for my 3 year old. She’s constantly asking to go home and gets upset when he leaves.
I’m so scared about the future and being a single parent! I would love to meet someone new and have more children etc also! I turned 30 this year...
What would you all do?! Please help as going insane!! Xxx