I first met this guy almost a year ago when he started at my work. We instantly clicked and was clear there was a spark there. He had a gf so we were friends for about 4ish months before he split with her and we admitted our feelings for one another. Things went quickly from there and we began dating. Didn't last long though. It got weird and he backed off. I had alot happening at the time to in my personal life. I said to him let's just be friends. He didn't take it well and blocked my number.
Going back to work in the new year was painful. I'd see him the days i was in. It was awkward, we didn't speak to each other. It was like this for a good 5 months.
In the last month things have changed we have become friendly again. We chat just the way we used to when we were friends. When we speak to each other I can still feel the spark.
However I don't feel this is going to work out and isn't good for me as I've been suffering with depression. I've got a handle on it now finally. But I just can't let him go. There is something in my mind saying what if he is your one. What if it works out. Then my logical brain is saying I need to back off.
Sorry for the ramble, I need someone to tell me I need to get a grip and back away from him