Basically Ive just found out that a couple of the lads my oh works with do cocaine (possibly other drugs). As far as im concerned thats up to them, but my oh has battled with drugs in the past and although im pretty confident he hasnt touched anything in years since our last break up it is always at back of my mind.
He works away regually with a group of them and I find it bit concerning that hes round this kind of activity. Hes assured me he doesnt socialise with them other than work and Im pretty sure i recognise signs from when we first got together. I feel pretty crappy writing this I trust him 100% with other women etc, Its just this worry at back of my mind that ive had for 11 years really.
He has changed his lifestyle completely in 11 years and cut ties with certain friends but this reminder is always there.
How can I stop this worry?