NC just in case... a very close family member has just passed away and I've been very stressed since they became sick. I've been travelling back and forth driving hours to go and see them before they passed away. Now I've been arranging the funeral etc, and it isn't a pleasant time!
I'm not sleeping well or eating well due to stress, and I can get snappy- I am the first to admit that, but I feel so alone too.
My partner snaps so much at me telling me he hates me and saying I don't realise how hard it is to live with someone feeling the way I do. I asked him the other day if he could make dinner as I'd just been feeling really down and he said fine... we later had an argument and he told me that I had made him feel guilty about making dinner because he didn't want to and me asking made him feel like he had to. I always cook and I know it seems like silly things but I feel he isn't being supportive at all through all this, he keeps swearing and screaming at me and calling me names saying I'm a bitch I'm the big C word and that he just wants to go to work because I'm so miserable. It's all so raw at the moment and I need his support but I don't feel like I'm getting it when he threatens to walk out on me constantly... am I being too needy or does anyone else think he should be there a bit more. Probably need to put my big girl pants on and man up don't I