Im currently 8 weeks pregnant at 38 with my first child after 3 miscarriages. My partner and i have been together for 7 years, i rent out my first home after recently buying a house together. We have been through everything together bearevement in the family losing my dad, break in at my old house were we lived together, loss of job and income and finally buying a home together. I now have got pregnant and had an early scan and everything going okay with the pregnany. The thing is our relationship is broken, i think it has been broken a long time and we have tried to hold it together buying a house together going travelling together all sorts of different things. I think grief has torn us apart at our foundation and however much we try to sort it out we just seem to resent each other. I have no idea what im supposed to do now im pregnant. I was angry about car parking when i got home from work because our neighbours have several cars so end up parking outside of our house as well as their own house but dont park weirdly on their driveway i had to park miles away and walk with my heavy work bag down the street. I got in and i admit i was in a bad mood over it but i was just venting at him he said i was being over the top and later on said he wasnt happy being with me cos im always like that but 'he was stuck with me' i would have totally got it if he had said about tonight i would have got that but what annoyed me was that he said all the time. I just feel like in our relationship in general he always wants to paint me as the bad person and i feel like im constantly saying sorry. I try and try to please him get up early ro clean house while hes still in bed, pick up after him, got to shop for him but i have to be perfect in his eyes if im not he threatens to leave me. Hes now gone out for a couple of hours.. i just dont know what to do