Every little thing that gets discussed on here about relationships is me!!
My relationships fail, I blame them, they blame me. Actually it's all my fault.
Although I'm never one to say "I love you" first, I always jump in quickly. Always wanting to see them, getting panicky as to why they haven't replied in 3.5 seconds.
As soon as I've "got them" I turn cold, suddenly don't want to be around them, want space, no longer feel like I love them.
I snap at everything they do, suddenly "hate them".
I do very well with pushing them away, they move on (understandably) then I lose it and want them back.
Constant cat and mouse. I act crazy and treat everyone like shit.
I've had CBT, I've had countless therapy sessions. I just don't know how to stop.
(BPD Sufferer, if that is relevant).