Soz just need a handhold and somewhere to vent.
Have a newborn with my ex. Throughout the pregnancy he was back and forth with me whilst (I've just found out) seeing loads of other people. A couple of weeks before my DD was born he got into a new relationship and is all loved up.
He comes round to see the baby and I make myself scarce whilst he spends time with her. But it breaks my effing heart. I loved him so much and he totally messed me up. And now I have to hand over the most precious thing in the world to an absolute nob. I just want to burst into tears when I see him. Today his new girlfriend kept calling him and my heart was in bits.
I feel pathetic and wish I could let go and just focus on my lovely baby. I just feel shit
Ugh.