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Update on seeing crush after telling him

52 replies

Iloveworms · 04/05/2018 18:03

For those who followed and kindly helped me dig myself out of a hole last week.
I finally saw the poor guy today.
He came in my area to see my boss and I was luckily on the phone. I avoided eye contact and found an excuse to leave the office but it took the edge off it.
At the end of the day I went to his office to respond in person to an email he wrote concerning my project, just to force myself to look him in the eye.
He was not alone so we talked briefly in front of our colleague and I left having at least looked briefly at one another. He smiled slightly awkwardly but must have noticed that I am back to my logical work self.
After I sent a very short message: I wanted to apologise to you. Sorry I put you in that situation.

He responded: No stress. Have a good weekend.

Relief. I think he won’t be reporting me.
It’s over, thank God.

Thanks everyone!!

OP posts:
Mamabear1475 · 05/05/2018 19:07

Oh god why are you still trying to keep it going. Just leave him alone. All that shit about you hope his wife sees your message so that they start talking. Your seriously brain washed

Prunella73 · 05/05/2018 19:11

If you were married with two small children and having problems in your marriage and had not had sex in almost a year ( or any real intimacy of any kind) and your oh once had quite a high sex drive would you think he was looking at porn or interested in someone else or would a hard year explain it without anything else going on?

Prunella73 · 05/05/2018 19:17

Sorry wrong thread

Imstickingwiththisone · 05/05/2018 19:18

Op I don't have a lot to say but just wanted to say I disagree with those saying your latest update is cringe. You have a thicker skin to care about that anyway.

I think you've dealt with the situation well. No longer the elephant in the room as it's been touched on but finished with. Just don't refer to it ever again now Grin

ClaryFray · 05/05/2018 19:48

Oh god! Cringe! The poor guy.

Agustarella · 05/05/2018 20:26

Cringe, poor guy - pffft! I bet he was flirting up a storm in that office. Even if he wasn't, this is just a minor embarrassment for him at the very worst. I'm sure it will all work out fine for the OP. :)

crispysausagerolls · 05/05/2018 21:06

You are acting like a teenage, obsessive stalker. Please stop.

NellytheElephant18 · 05/05/2018 21:10

What crispy said
I seem to recall doing this when I was 14, at school, and suddenly having a flash of bravery and telling the lad I had a crush on, how I felt. Bad move.

lostinjapan · 05/05/2018 21:23

Well I’m glad you sent that follow-up message, and not the one you were proposing in the last thread, where you were pressuring the poor bloke for a reply.

Now NO MORE texts or emails, unless they’re work related Smile

Iloveworms · 05/05/2018 21:25

In an ideal world I would not have wanted to go back to work at all and never seen him again or at least not until my feelings of attraction to him were completely gone.

Seeing him in the office Friday made me feel that to make a brief ice breaker contact with him, apologise, and then leave it there, would be constructive and bring closure.

I didn’t respond to his message. I know him well enough to believe he meant it when he said “no stress”.

Neither of us has cheated on our spouses and the alarm bells rang for me to motivate me to improve things at home and work on my own faults.

I repeated to myself many times to think about how would my DH feel about this or that and be less self absorbed and more empathetic, it doesn’t come naturally to me unfortunately Blush

I spent some time watching marriage improvement videos, cheesy as it sounds, I felt the best I had about my DH in a long time, we kissed and hugged each other on and off all day.

I really want us to work out and I will make a big effort to make that happen.

As for this man, he is purely a fantasy. He was meeting a few needs that my DH was not meeting (he made me feel desired, he was attractive to look at, plus we sometimes had interesting (but not intimate) conversations) so I need to get back to making sure my DH meets those needs and absolutely minimise contact with him.

It hasn’t been a pleasant experience but a learning one. I do think that if I hadn’t brought it to a head I wouldn’t have learned what I have or be on a path to “marital improvement” now, so it’s not been that bad in the end.

Sorry for blabbing on Grin

OP posts:
croprotationinthe13thcentury · 05/05/2018 21:35

Grow the fuck up OP, fgs, your other half must be desperate to stay with somebody who is making an absolute bell of herself fawning over other people (who clearly aint interested). Poor husband.

Iloveworms · 05/05/2018 21:43

You sound absolutely charming.

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Angelf1sh · 05/05/2018 22:00

It sounds like it’s worked out for the best in the end, but it’s definitely far more luck than judgment that it turned out that way! Best to stick to purely work-related conversations now though, even if you were friendly before.

Winchester13 · 05/05/2018 22:27

That’s good, you can both forget about it now and move on. Concentrate on your husband op, good luck :)

BankHolidayYAS · 05/05/2018 22:30

Wow, in short you actually attempted to have an affair right?

Ffs

iamthrough · 05/05/2018 23:38

Wow this is better than Eastenders. Keep these posts coming OP I wanna know what happens next ;)

Agustarella · 06/05/2018 02:22

Well done OP for choosing the steep rocky path of "marital improvement". That really is heroic self control. If my crush showed the slightest sign of interest in me I'd be in like Flynn. (Sorry, not helpful.)

Iloveworms · 06/05/2018 07:43

When you’ve got judgment as poor as mine you need a bit of luck Smile

Maybe God had a Plan for me: Fuck up a flirty work relationship with unsolicited text in order to blab it on Mumsnet Get Insulted and subsequently Build a Better Marriage? Grin

I do need to find somewhere else to look when he comes for long chats in our office with that nice back directly opposite my desk though Grin

ONLY JOKING CALM DOWN AIBU PEOPLE

OP posts:
ittakestwo · 06/05/2018 08:01

I respect your honesty you’ve shown great resilience in your replies to the holier than thou brigade.
I don’t get all these cringe, get a grip responses they are the ones showing a lack of immaturity.

ittakestwo · 06/05/2018 08:04

*maturity

BossBaby7 · 06/05/2018 08:10

Oh sweet baby jesus..

Iloveworms · 06/05/2018 08:29

I do wonder if all of the Get A Grip camp have perfect happy relationships with their OHs.

Since only about 20% of marriages stay long term “in love” it seems the majority of us don’t have the skills to do it.

I’m trying to learn them now though. Having what I regard as a bit of wake up.

OP posts:
LanguidLobster · 06/05/2018 08:52

Relegate it to the past. Lessons learnt.

tattychicken · 06/05/2018 10:06

Good for you Worms. Well done. Hopefully things will be a bit more normal with him now.

Bluntness100 · 06/05/2018 15:09

I think op you're getting two things confused.

It's one thing to have an unhappy relationship. Many do. It's another totally to tell a married bloke you work with you've a crush on him in the way you did. Then to proclaim it a near affair, decide he is seriously lusting after you and exclaim if his wife had seen your text you'd have done them a favour.

Instead of writing "I do wonder if all of the Get A Grip camp have perfect happy relationships with their OHs.* it would have been more accurate to wonder if they had ever behaved as you have in such a situation.

I suspect you're not wondering that because you know the answer is no, they haven't.