Oh help i feel like an utter bag of shit. I am in process of miscarrage. Have lovely 5 year old. In pain...mainly in bed. Got up earlier to my little girl splilling a glass of water on table and my other half getting all huffy and she bursts into tears and says daddy threw her down on the floor. I helped her up and sat with her and listened and repeated what she said and he just started fireing off about how she just is doing that to get attention blah de blah and can't i see she does that all the time and may have spilt the water as we were telling her to eat her veg. She then daid sorry daddy and i told him to apoologise...she is 5 and even is she did do it for that reason...she is fucking 5. He refused. I kept looking at him in disbelief and her kept muttering fuck off under his breath...or louder. I smashed my bowl and went to pack a bag i am furious...but i don't feel well enough to go anywhere. I feel so fucking awful. Am i nuts? Is he a prick? Do i need to leave when i am better? Help...feeling awfuk my pain is so much worse now i am so upset. And i hate him for this...