Feeling crazy!! Help

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I want to be crazy, call my ex out. Post if everywhere that's he's a complete arse and he's the worst person....

But then I'll look crazy and I don't want too.

But I'm so angry all the time!

I want all the girls I know he's talking to, whilst he claims to love me to know what he's done!! To let everyone the person he really is......

Someone that wanted children, but now doesn't and have punished me for being pregnant

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Ugh!! I don't want to but I do

I have court in a couple of weeks to have child support cancelled cos my youngest ( with him )is graduating. I have sent a letter saying I dont object.
I want to rock up and call him out. I want to point out that even though he claimed the tax credits for their college tuition, he didnt actually pay a dime towards it. I paid it all. I want to point out that when he stopped support for Ds1 he was still in full time education, even if he had aged out ( Ds1 missed school cut off by 2 weeks so educationally a year behind his age if that makes sense). I paid for all that. I want to point out he has not bought as much as a pair of sneakers for any of them in all these years.
I wont though, its not worth the head space. I wish a slow painful death on the cunt but its unlikely to work that way. Im taking the high road and signing off.
No matter what he thinks, I win. Ive come out of the last 15 years with my head held high. pissed off to fuck about him under it all. 2 out my 3 kids with him have him sussed and have nothing to do with him. The one that does deals with him om his terms.

Hes really not worth the head space, really.

Yeah, i mean my little one isn't even here yet. And he's done me over massively. I keep telling myself it's not worth it. It isn't. But sometimes I just so badly want to scream his name and tell everyone to steer clear that he's just not worth it.

I'd hate for another woman to be put through it.

He doesn't think his behaviour is anything to worry about

He hasn't even bothered to contact me in over two weeks. Can't even ask how his unborn child is.

So disinterested I hate it.