I'm about to get divorced (waiting for decree nisi at the moment) after h told me he no longer loved me about two years ago. I've done well and managed to keep it together, on good terms with ex h and his gf and have met a lovely man myself who I love a lot and who loves me. I'd managed to convince myself that my exh never really loved me (some cheating before he left too) and thought I'd watch our wedding video today to look for signs that that was true (ridiculous I know!) anyway I only found the opposite and now feel really sad and confused as to what went wrong. Not sure why I'm posting, I suppose I just want reassurance that I won't always feel so sad about the end of my first marriage 