I have been in my new job for a little over a year. He was on my interview panel and trained me when I first started. We have a significant amount of overlapping job portfolio. So we've been working together very closely. Even when he works oversees for months, we have scheduled weekly calls to check in for work purpose. I didn't fall for him at the first sight. But as a strong partner for each other at work and with shared interests and adventurous personality, I have been drawn to him more and more. The feelings are probably mutual. But I am trying to hide my subconscious movements around him, like fidgeting, licking my lips, smiling a lot, talking about things we see, do, like and dislike, etc. I also tell myself that anything he does is probably just being nice and showing appreciation and acknowledgement that my work makes his life easier and it has nothing to do with any feelings he might have for me. We both mention about our spouse and her daughter a lot in our conversations. When we are at social events at work, we talk with everyone. But we do end up talking a lot with each other that may have drawn some attention. I am a pretty astute person. If I am just a third person watching us, I will probably detect the chemistry between us as well. I have been telling myself that neither of us is perfect. We might not be able to accept certain things about each other that our spouse does for us if we really get to know each other as our spouse does. Also, I would't want to hurt my husband and I can't see him do that either. He has a young daughter that he loves dearly and he has been very accommodating to his wife's job needs. I will probably relocate for my husband in a couple of years as well. Everything has been professional between us. We live in a small town. People run into each other all the time. It most likely won't be a secret if anything inappropriate happens between us. I also know how bad things can turn into with office relationships. But it is a huge internal struggle for me. I keep wondering if I shall give him a hug when he heads oversees or is going for a marathon. I didn't, but I do want to. Good but sad thing for me is that he is going oversees for another couple of moths, things should get better when we are not physically close. But he is going to be back for good in August. I wonder what I can do to make sure that I would do the right thing for a long run.