Hi I'm hoping to get some advice or a different perspective on my situation I am 25 and have been with my OH since I was 17 things moved fast after a year and a half we were living together and had twins 7 years later we had our third child and I'm now feeling different about him we had a lot of problems in the past he called me horrible names all the time Fat, ugly he made me me feel worthless a lot of the time I found out he was taking drugs last year when I was pregnant and he put me through hell. I put my foot down and told him that it was either the drugs or his family. He took me seriously and has done really well no more drugs or anything like that but after having our son I felt very low and I've been prescribed anti deppressants. The thing is even though he has made serious changes I don't think I love him in the same way anymore I feel like there's just to much water under the bridge. I feel guilty for feeling like this when he had put in so much effort but I feel like I would be happier alone. I don't know what to do I'm confused HELP!