My dh hurts me so much, I don't have the ability to write it all down on one post, my head is so muddled and I'm not good with words. We have 2 dc, together 12 years. He's always had a short temper and a mocking sense of humour and I beg him not to say certain things, he just continues over and over. He is determined he is right over most things. I didn't want to go out last Sunday and he was so nasty, some name calling and then we spent the week away on holiday needling at me. He said as I hurt him he felt the need to irritate me. I am struggling very badly with anxiety and exhaustion. I've recently been diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I feel fit to burst with pain inside me.
I don't know what to do. I just want a family life, I try to get past things over and over, but we always end up back here with me feeling so hurt and unloved and my dh saying it is my fault, or we aren't compatible.
I need to think clearly but I can't.