The first person I ever had sexual feelings for was a female and mostly in the beginnings of my sexuality and fantasies it always involved them. Men were more something I sort of learnt to fancy over time. Ive been in one serious relationship and one marriage. Ive slept with 2 women (whilst drunk though) & 10 men.
I dont find men unattractive, and some men are very much so, but they don’t turn me on like women do.
What does this all mean? Do I even need to label it? Iv had doubts over the years that I’m maybe gay, but I dont feel I’m 100% either way but that I find women much more. Id take going down on someone/being gone down on over fucking any day.
I dont think I could have a relationship with a woman though, the idea of that feels odd.