Why am I still crying over this manchild?
5years ago exdp left me for the ow and iy almost broke me.
there was lots of back and forth between us and eventually I let go because I knew I had to no matter how I felt.
They broke up in Jan last year and we began to get close again in August, sleeping together having time as a family it was all going well or so I thought.
He's been seeing someone else disappearing every weekend for the last two months and has barely seen the dcs.
Now I feel as though I'm back to square one, waking up and going to sleep crying he's constantly on my mind, he hasn't even had the decency to say to me what's going on and blames me for being angry and having feelings.
I know I need to catch a grip get some self respect and move on, but I just can't seem to do it.
It sounds pathetic but I really just want a hug from him, he was everything to me and I'm being thrown away for a 24 year old single party girl.
It's half term now and I want to call him and plan days out but hes with her.
He's also so unemotional when I tell him he's hurt me, yet tells me he cares about his "family"
How do I get through this again?