It's driving me insane, I feel absolutely heartbroken. I love him very much buy I hate the way it makes me feel. I feel so insecure, I feel like he is just stuck with me because we have a baby.
When I was 7months pregnant I read messages in his phone and found out he had been married a second time. He didn't tell me, it makes me want to cry. I feel so stupid.
He's an older man,twice my age and he told me he was only married once before. I feel like a fool. I thought I knew who he was, know I wonder what other lies he's told me. I bet he thinks I'm naive because I just believe what ever shit he tells me. He is not the man I thought he was.
In December I confronted him because I found he was texting another ex and he even sent her a picture of our son, like what the fuck. Why are you so stuck on these women, why dont you go be with them. He says well the text me, your fucking stupid. He's told me how much he hates these women,well why do you talk to them. He told me his ex why aborted their baby and his other ex got pregnant by anothet man after her paid to have her cysts removed. I call bullshit, I dont believe it.
I'm sorry I'm ranting on here. I just dont know what to do anymore, I'm so heartbroken. Ive confronted him many times about it during the past couple of months and he's he will stop but hasn't. He also has pics of them on his computer and none of me. Its breaking my heart. He's said he will get rid in them but hasn't.
He treats me well and takes care of our son but I dont know what to do. What would you do?
Also do you think hes being manipulative when he has if you don't want to be here then you can leave, I want you to be here because you want to. I feel like i have backbone.