I have been with my OH for nearly 6 years and we have a 14 month old DS. We have always had a fairly turbulent relationship but we seem to have not been too bad, I'm now a stay at home mum and we seem to work fairly well as a team.
I just don't know whats wrong with me but I kind of feel as though I'm maybe falling out of love? I do love him and all he does for us as a family and I know he does have a good heart. But I just can't seem to really bring myself to show much affection, and if he tries anything on
it almost makes me cringe and I often brush him off - to which he does get quite angry to be honest. I just have no interest in being intimate at all anymore. Since being a stay at home mum and having my son my existing anxiety does seem to have gone through the roof, I'm constantly suffering with IBS issues, and I just feel very tired and not myself any more. DS is very hard work, although hes a lovely baby and of course I love him with all my heart I spent my days chasing him or being pulled at or stepped on by him and when he goes to bed I just want to have a bath, watch tv and go to sleep.. I don't want to be touched any more! I just don't know what to do or how to get out of this rut.