i had posted this on another section! and was re-directed here, never done this before and its taken me all my strength to do this, may sound silly to some folk but i needed it off my chest! here goes....
I know there are thousands of people going through what I am right now and I hope I haven't offended anyone with the content of the below however this was the result of a 3am wake up call and then I couldn't sleep! Strong coffee required all day today I think!
In Dec 2014 I married the man of my dreams
Now 3 years on, life is not what it seems,
My world crumbled when I saw a card,
to my husband and mistress from a hotel they frequented at.
Never had I dreamt I would be a single mother, there is not a job in the world that is tougher!
My time with my baby is now divided in 2, so please understand if I choose my baby over you.
8 weeks post break up and bills upto my eyes
I'm getting stronger and stronger and not accepting any more lies
We chose this home to be close to school and now we have to move on because you were a fool
Special occasions are now filled with dread as I pass him around my heart feels like lead
My ex is to blame,
however, the other woman she had no shame,
She knew he was married with a baby at home, yet she still took what wasn't hers so she wasn't alone
Now here I am,
waking my baby at silly o'clock to drop him at grans so I can go work
Determined to give my little boy the best, I choose to hopefully pass the motherhood test