This may be a long one, I apologise in advance.
Anyway, I have been married to my wonderful DH for a year now and he is absolutely wonderful. We have our little disagreements but we always talk them out and work them out fairly quickly.
Anyway, about 2 years before I met him I had broken up with someone who I thought was the love of my life. We had so much fun together and was devastated when I found out he cheated on me.
I want to make it clear I am 100% over him and love my DH and know he would never cheat on me, but theres this part of me that is so scared he could. For example, a girl added him on snapchat the other day and I just asked who she was. I wasnt malicious or nasty or anything, just curious but my heart dropped when I saw that.
How can I move on from my past betrayal? Its not damaging my marriage now but Im worried it might in the future.
I would love a friend to talk to about this but unfortunately one of my close friends died a year ago and the other one has decided she doesnt want to speak to me
Again, I just want to say theres nothing my husband has done to make me think hes cheated. I'm just paranoid
What do I do??