Last year my husband and I had the worst time in our relationship, I found out He was on a hookup site 6 months before we had a baby, confronted him 4 weeks after baby was born, he didn't meet anyone but their was dirty talk. When I confronted him he told me I was worthless cue more nasty names ext ext, at a time I needed his support physically and mentally he completely knocked me down, over the 7 months after confronting him, we kept arguing I put on a lot of weight through binge eating because of all the nasty things he said over that 7 month period (numerous arguments) my mental health suffered and depression kicked in, I was crying out for help and he ignored me, fast forward a month I went docs got depression diagnosed, told him and it was like something changed his attitude his voice, the way he looked at me, the first time in 10 months post baby he asked what he could do to help me, we started talking, opening up to one another again, he said nice things tells me he loves me makes time for family, we are working things out connecting together again working as a team but everytime I think or try to talk about 2017 I cry, and all the hurt comes back, will I ever be able to forgive and forget?