Having a horrible time. Come to the realisation that my ex is a selfish, obnoxious prick and we're unlikely to be friends like I'd hoped we would. I thought we cared about each other even if we weren't making each other happy as a couple any more but I have misjudged him. Feel like such an idiot and have that broken heart pain. Haven't been able to sleep. Have amazing friends and family but I'm so lonely in the middle of the night and I can't even bring my darling little boy into my bed for a cuddle because he's with his dad