I dont know how to link the original thread on here.
On Saturday evening I had a disagreement that went out of hand that massively escalated resulting in him threatening to kill himself. He grabbed a kitchen knife from the kitchen, a large knife, and walked towards me with it and he was very distressed and agitated.
Today he asked me to give him some clothing he has here, he still has some things here, and I took a call from him. He is sorry for the intimidation but said that he just wanted me to stop..
I have been having flashbacks and I am struggling. I work full time and we are understaffed and there is no way I can take time off. I am in a daze as I know full well that he could have stabbed me with the knife but decided instead to walk off with it. He did throw it through the kitchen window, just missing me, before driving off in his car.
I was with him for just over two year.
I know I have too keep well away from him but he wants to meet up for final farewells. I am not going to.
He has thrown stuff at me before, slammed doors and been very cold when I didn't agree in the past, he was never in the wrong. He said to me during our conversation that he recorded our conversation on Saturday on his mobile, I am not sure but probably to play back to me to show me that I am a pschyco as he has said a few times to me in the past. And to prove to me how unreasonable I am. I don't know.
I feel intimidated. I miss the good kind loving guy he sometimes was and it's really tough feeling I have just kicked him out and he has no place go.
He has been outside my house, knocking on the window, talking through the window and asking me to talk to him. I am sat here and I know I should be calling the police but I don't want to make things worse.