My husband smokes cannabis regularly. When he doesn't have it for a few days his mood declines so much . He is depressed and moody and very aggressive . I don't agree with the cannabis smoking, it's just not my scene. He totally disagrees and tells me about all the benefits etc and says he won't give up. He always does it late at night in the garden but I'm still embarrassed the neighbours will smell it .
We have never had a great relationship but after twins and another son it's just dire, we have had no physical contact and have barely spoken for months and months.
I feel very trapped as I have no money if I leave and I have three under fives and I'm not the most energy filled person to cope.
He swears at me and calls me every name under the sun. I never retaliate back anymore although I used to when we were younger, I just sit on my own and think God where are you when I need intervention x