Hello everyone, I feel like typing this out might help me to sort out my head!
Last night I went to a party, it was held at the same venue where I got married last September. It was a very surreal evening.
Firstly, a girl I barely know asked me to give her a lift - I didn't feel I could say 'no', so I picked her up and she promptly asked me to drive her to the town a couple of miles away to use a cashpoint. When we got to the party, she was very overfamiliar with me and so clingy. Today she keeps messaging me.
Secondly, a man I've met a couple of times before (I'll call him 'C' - he's single) was at the party too. There is a definite 'spark' between us, which was still evident last night - but I'm newly married, love my husband and don't want to do anything to jeopardise my marriage.
I was sitting talking to him, when a woman I later found out works as a professional Medium came over to us and said we were a lovely couple, and she could feel we were connected and 'soulmates'. We told her we weren't a couple, and that I was married - and she looked devastated. She said we were meant to be together and that at some point we would be, but that we should be careful. She was talking for ages along those lines. I'm a sceptic when it comes to Mediums - but either through genuine intuition or very good guesswork she came very close to the mark on many things I'd been thinking.
After the party, C left at the same time as I did and we found somewhere quiet to talk. I was very clear that although I was attracted to him, I wouldn't do anything to jeopardise my marriage. We had a hug - perhaps a little too long - and then a peck on the cheek, and went our separate ways.
This morning I found a picture he'd taken of us both last night, and I can't stop looking at it. I feel sad, happy, guilty, excited, upset... all at the same time and don't know what to do. :(