Hello ladies. I'm new here so please be nice lol. It's a long story so please bear with me any advice will be greatly appreciated....
I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been in this relationship for 14years and we've 4 children. We've been through an awful lot e.g.. miscarriage, fall out with my family, the negative rude attitude and favouritism of children from his family, debt, health scares but we've somehow managed to get through.
NOW recently nothing major has happened it feels on my part lots of little things building up and im well im just not happy. I'm irritated lonely and just completly lost.
I try to talk to him but it just turns into an argument where he'll critisise me and fixate on snippets of what ive said. If I'm totally honest at this moment in time I'm completely checked out of this relationship. I'm so low and lonely.
I feel I've no fight or try left in me. But it makes me sad as I love him I don't want to throw 14 years away
(the kids will hate me for sure) but I don't want to be miserable and lonely anymore.