Hi,
I’ve been with my boyfriend for a year and a half now. We have a really happy relationship and we’re both really good at communicating with each other if there’s a problem. We struggled with the whole communication part at first but with work we’ve become really open with each other. The trouble is in the beginning of the relationship I had bad trust because of a previous partner. This was something I thought I had over come, we had a few issues along the way with me disliking a few things that he did such as liking half naked girls photos on social media (girls that he works with), which made me quite paranoid and also some gossip about him telling another girl that if he wasn’t with me then he would be with her. These are things that we both have overcome and he is constantly assuring me that he loves me and he would never do anything to purposely hurt me. About 5 months ago I moved in with him and it is his local area in which he has grown up in and of course knows everyone and has a past here. This has been something I have found hard and maybe added to my stress because it’s all new to me!
I was recently put on medication for very high anxiety, and I have noticed a big change in my mental state, and I am much more relaxed with everything in my life. However I am still very paranoid and get a weird gut feeling when it comes to fully trusting him, there is no excuse I know as he has never ever cheated on me. I don’t know if this is because of my anxiety or it’s a normal thing when in a still fairly early stage relationship.
Any advice or expierience would be greatly appreciated, sorry for the ramble I tried to express everything best I could!!
Am I just a bit crazy?? 