Feeling a bit down in the dumps. Me and my DP broke up in October when it came out that he had slept with someone in the beginning of our relationship. I was devastated and begged and pleaded for us to work on things. He said that he couldn't trust me because of the way that I found out (snooped on his phone)
We spoke on and off for the next couple of months which resulted in a mixture of emotions. Arguing, crying, sleeping with each other etc.
During Christmas he really made an effort with me and said that he wanted us to try again. I was so thrilled but things slowly ended up going back to old ways and he is now more interested in watching the football then spending time with me.
I know deep down that I will not have a happy relationship with him. He makes me feel like shit. We went to the cinema last night and the whole film he just went on and on about how sexy the actress was. (He regularly goes on about how gorgeous other women are etc)
Don't know why I wrote this. Perhaps for a hand hold and to be told to walk away and to be strong 