Don't really no where to start but basically my partner just dragged me around the room by my neck again supposedly because I'm a lying manipulative bitch, no it's the first time to lay on hands on me and I know it won't be the last.
I've pretty much ran out of friends I can talk to out of sheer embarrassment my family live four hundred miles down south so I thought I'd vent on here.
Been together nearly 6 years he's always had a temper and suffers with depression, he's been threatening suicide regularly over the last few weeks and I've been worried sick about him, the more I've adjusted my behaviour to make him happier over the years the worse it gets if I step out of line, shout back, tell him no etc. I had him arrested for assault on September but didn't press charges but he came back a month later supposedly on medication and seeking counselling which never stuck.
If I tell him to leave he says he will in the heat of the moment but the next day when he realises he's got no where to go he'll get aggressive again and say things like id like to see you try and I literally will not leave. It's my name in the tenancy so I know I could get the police to remove him but that's a step that puts the fear of god into me for what will come after I've done it.
Not looking for an answer to my problems but maybe someone that's been through similar and to know there might be a light at the end of the tunnel...