My confidence is being eroded daily. I can't work out some of his behaviour and I'm feeling like I'm crap at everything.
He got home with our youngest, I was doing something with our eldest. Little one was crying and he said she needed a sleep so I said I would take her for a walk. I asked him what she had eaten that morning and he said not a lot that's why I'm making her lunch. She was crying and he had a go at me for not taking her out for a sleep, I said that he had just said he was making her lunch so I was planning on taking her out after. He had a go saying she'll never eat when she's like this, take her out now. I went to the toilet and started getting ready to go, he had a go at me for not supervising her while she ate the food he has given her for her lunch.
What the fuck?
Seriously I'm a stay at home mum and deal with everything during the week, at weekends dont feel like i can do anything.
I want to leave but worry I'll lose my children as he'll make out I'm a terrible mum. Now I doubt myself, is he a controlling abusive arsehole, or does he need to be because I'm shit. I'm so confused.