Before I start I'd like to point out that I suffer with BPD and have a lot of bad days
It's only been the last four weeks that have been good, last year was stressful for me.
This was very difficult for my wife and I'm not an easy person to be married to.
So me & my wife had this stupid argument that was over something or nothing and got blown out of proportion
My wife said to me that she was leaving me
Something she always threatens me with when we argue
She said something that didn't make sense like she'd done something or had a plan then refused to talk about it again.
Later on she again said she was leaving me and they had been another woman after her for months and she's going to be sorted
Basically she has a woman in the pipeline
So she's no arsed about leaving me is the idea I'm getting
I've had it out with her and she's saying
She just made it up ~
Eventually she said a few weeks ago
A parent at her work (she's a nursery nurse) asked another member of staff is my wife was single as she fancied her and wanted to ask her out.
Long story short - she has checked her out on fb but "hasn't done anything"
She just wanted to hurt me
Oh yes she has done that alright!!!
She also give me a rain of abusive name calling during this argument
Fat lazy slag cunt this fat that stupid fucking cow this kind of verbal abuse
This isn't the first time either, she likes to be verbally vile to me in arguments. She is very sorry she doesn't want this to be the end
I feel very head fucked at the minute
I don't know how to feel or what to do