My H and I split up 3 years ago when our DD was just 1 year. He moved out on my request. No cheating but very poor behaviour on both our parts. He calling me very unpleasant names, me being an utter
From my POV, he didn't really support or help with new baby. His POV different - I.e. that I went through a complete character change when DD arrived.
Result from my POV was that I think I narrowly avoided a full mental breakdown.
We'd been together for 13 years.
But 3 years on I just can't seem to move on from the relationship. We're still not divorced. I've had a relationship since, now ended (managed to get over that fine). He's seen other people, has mentioned that these relationships are pretty meaningless. But he doesn't trust me any more & doesn't want to get back together.
I just don't feel I'll ever find a relationship as meaningful as the one we had.
And I'm not sure he will either to be honest. We were very close.
How do I move on. It's making me so sad. And I need to - for my own sanity - try and move on.
I want to just move miles away and not see him anymore but not practical with DD needing & wanting to see him.
I feel so stuck.
Please help.