I'm really feeling it today dragged down and low.
My mums a selfish drama queen she's been pampered pandered to and spoiled her whole life, she's a child is so many ways fits from man to man random business idea to random new 'career' move. She lives off being my grans carer when my gran passes away she will have nothing and be on to the next man.
She had men in and out our lives since divorcing my dad she still does the same though not as much since my gran supports her. She left me to babysit my sister and her friends daughter from 10 years old and would come home hardly able to stand. My sister has mental health issues I believe largely stemming from my mums behaviour. My dad is a pathological liar that doesn't help either.
She stopped drinking for 3 lovely peaceful years but the last 2 she has built up to it being a real problem again. She's a binger thinks because its only once a week its fine but it's not she gets hurt goes home with random men its never ending and i'm so tired of it all.
I've not spoken to her for 2 days and revieved a bunch of messages saying sorry but no-one understands me life so hard we can't all be little miss perfect like you then attacking me when I don't answer.
I just need to vent really sorry if it makes no sense.