So not to drip feed. 3 months ago I found out about the husband phoning and texting an ex girlfriend for a short period of time behind my back. I only found out when I came across the number and rang it in front of him after him blatantly lying to my face it was his male friend. As far as I'm aware they didn't meet. I asked to separate and then started going to relate. We got back together.
Although we are both trying, I feel like I'm walking around in a bubble of anger. I feel at any point I want to end the relationship because I can't move past the deceit. My emotions swing massively from loving him to hating him and that as long as we are together I have to live with the fact that he was interested in someone else and put her before his wife/family. I often wonder what else he has been up to in the last ten years that I don't know about.
I feel like I'm a good mum and wife. I have a good job and feel like a half decent person. So why risk our family for an ego boost?
I don't know what I'm asking really. Just ranting I suppose. I'm Just wondering if anyone else has been through anything similar.