I had told myself that in the new year,that I am going to leave my EA husband and start a fresh,New year ,new me!!!
But I am struggling,I have no support of my own, barely any friends, family spread across the country and they are not helpful or supportive anyway.
The only current support I get is from the In-laws, although that isn't great,I was off sick, could barely get out of bed,with pneumonia and they wouldn't help at all,all I asked for was , could they watch my children for a couple of hours,so I could sleep,they wouldn't because I was home!!! Even though they live a few streets away ,were both retired,were at home,not doing anything.I just sat and cried I felt so poorly. (My husband was working away)
As bad as my husband is,he does do his fair share with the children,his parents do help out occasionally.
I am worried that if I leave,I will be completely on my own ,that they will just turn their backs on the children and walk away,They have a history of cutting people off!!
I don't know if I can do it on my own!!!!
Sorry for any spelling mistakes bad punctuation, trying to write quickly on my phone.