I have been with my partner for almost 4 years, for the past year it’s been rocky and in September he split up with me for 2 months, said he felt he was missing out with his mates and I didn’t hear anything off him for those 2 months apart, given that I tried to get on with my life even being an emotional wreck. I began talking to somebody who my ex knew, and spent a bit of time with him and slept together a few times, all the time I’m still in love with my ex and had tried to reach out to him during this break up but he didn’t want to know and I never got a response. It was just nice to have male company as I get on better with them, I hated the sex and regret the past 2 months of my life. Me and my partner started talking again I fought a battle telling him but eventually won him back over, we agreed on taking our relationship to the next level, looking at houses, talking about engagement etc. Just this past week, we have taken about 10 steps back, he’s been calling me awful names saying I’m a tramp and a slut for jumping straight into bed with somebody else after being with him for so long (but he didn’t want me) I do regret this and if I could turn back time I would, I love this guy with every inch of me and I can’t bare the thought of losing him again but I feel I’m fighting a losing battle with him. Can anyone help? :(