I have been on here before to try and understand my OHs behaviour, to make sure I wasn't being unreasonable. After months maybe years of being unhappy I have squirrelled money and found a place for myself and my 2 dd's to live. The problem is I haven't told him I'm leaving. I'm concerned about my children's Christmas and am trying to keep it under wraps. So now I feel sick with anxiety, can't sleep and keep questioning what I'm doing. My head is close to explosion point!