Years ago when I had my first child I was living in an emotionally abusive environment and hugely manipulated. It was awful. I was a teenager so I couldnt get away.
My first pregnancy I had been forced to terminate and my second although I kept I was kept in/phone taken or charger so I often had no contact with anyone. I was very much trapped.
When I was in hospital I was taken to a room , had my bag and phone in it. I was going to call my bf.....then I was moved to another room and between rooms my bag and phone totally disappeared. I was in agony and not long after had an emcs. As I had no phone i was then not able to CL tact anyone. I asked DM to. She said she had. I waited and nobody turned up. Three hours later my bf turned up. Dm said the next day my bag had been found in another part of the hospital....
Stupidly it only dawned on me yesterday. She took it didn’t she ? Between the two rooms then she didn’t call him immediately like she said. Why this bothers me all these years later I don’t know but why didn’t I put 2 and 2 together sooner I thought for all these years it had been lost ?? Feel slightly ridiculous even going over this now but it’s so obvious and I just didn’t think
Just adds something else to everything that’s happened