I've been with my partner for about 9 months, we met at work and got together a few weeks after we first met, we don't live together or anything but we close close and spend a few nights a week with each other.
Anyway I have always had an OTT sense of humour, I laugh at anything and everything and always have, I'm also one of these people that continues to laugh, tears streaming down face etc whenever everyone else has stopped, I just can't help it.
To make matters worse I also suffer from a nervous laugh meaning someone could tell me a family member had died and I'll just burst out laughing, even though I don't mean to and I try so hard not to.
Anyway this really seemed to bother my partner at first, he was constantly asking what I was laughing at, sometimes he would laugh along when I told him, other times he would just give me a 'look' and carry on with what he was doing. It got worse as the relationship continued to the point where he'd just have to walk into the room and as soon as he spoke I'd burst out laughing. A number of times he told me to stop taking the piss out of him etc and I know I'm getting on his nerves but I just can't help it.
Yesterday he bought Mean Machine DVD for us to watch, as soon as it started I had a laughing fit, pretended I was laughing at the film, he gave a bit of a 'look' but laughed along anyway but I just couldnt stop, I was lying on him meaning even though I was being quiet about it he could feel me shaking with laughter. He started ignoring me in the end and I could tell he was getting angry which just made it worse, by the end of it I had tears streaming down my face, a pain in my side, my throat was hurting (I have an infection anyway and laughing/crying makes it flare up). The only time I could stop was when something genuinly funny came on the DVD and my laughter switched from 'manic' to normal humour.
Last night he was reading sky news and looked at a story about heart attacks, he mentioned that is what happened to his grandad a couple of months ago and as soon as he said it I could feel a lump in my throat and I had to quickly leave the room before I started laughing, I hoped to god he didnt realise but I'm sure he did.
I know people are going to accuse me of being a troll but I'm not, I seriously think I'm going to lose him, he thinks I'm constantly taking the piss but I just cant stop it, I really dont know why it happens, I've heard of others having a nervous laugh but not to this extent.
Not really sure if I'm asking for advice or just wanting to 'offload' about it all, I just cant stop thinking about it, last night he seemed quite angry although he never said anything.