Just that really....we have had a short marriage - not even 5 years yet. We are both unstable characters and have had a tumultuous relationship. There have been moments where I have thought "I don't like you, i don't want to be with you". We have two young kids and live the other side of the world to any family. We go through stages of being fine and then everything is awful. Nothing bad has happened in the sense of violence or cheating.
Where do I go from here? I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. I will not leave my kids but I don't want to take them away. I wish we got on better but we don't and I am so so sick of it all. I literally don't know what the next step is? I have no rights in this country. I work but my visa is linked to my husbands. I feel trapped.