My partner left in February, when our little one was a few months old.
Just ‘wasn’t working’.
I thought time would be the healer, but low and behold 8 months later it’s as hard as day one. I cry every day. I feel utterly lost and devastated, I love him.
I’ve tried the usual. A date. Treating myself, nights out with the girls, but I didn’t enjoy any of them.
We only contact about baby but I’ve relapsed the past few days and been back at that begging stage 
which he gets annoyed with.
Has it taken anyone else this long? The sick feeling in my stomach since he told me he was leaving hasn’t gone away, I am so low. I have a lot of friends to talk to but I think they’re getting a bit bored, it has been 8 months 
I need to put myself back together 