Hello all. Although I am not a mum, I have turned to this site to try and relate to something similar. Here is my story and honesty is welcomed;
-I have been with my partner (or should I say ex) on and off for 2 years. During the first year of our relationship I found out numerous things such as he was on adult work, dating apps, taking girls out for drinks etc which concluded in us breaking up several times.
Stupid me gave him chance after chance as I was in love. The next year of our relationship was unrecognizable. He finally told me that he loved me and was expressing his emotions. I met his family, we went on holiday together and was talking seriously about our future.
I still alway had doubt about him as I know he broke up with his last girlfriend because he cheated on her. We were at the happiest that we ever were when the doubt in my mind took over. I set up a fake number pretending I was a girl which then resulting in him telling me that he had slept with someone else a couple of months back. I was and still am heartbroken. I stupidly saw him on Friday and ending up falling asleep at his house. This is when he went through my phone and found out that it was me who sent the texts.
He is now fuming at me and says that we are as bad as each other and that I lied and deceived him. I can understand why hes angry but he has made me feel so bad that instead of being upset about being cheated on I am here hating myself and feel like I have ruined my own happiness 