Been married many years. Dh works overseas a lot of the time.
He's away now and moving between sites. It's evening where I am. No contact since last night, he's been offline for over 7 hours. Told him to let me know when he leaves current place for new palce and he said ok.
Not heard a word. Its a 5 hr drive. I don't know if he's still in first place, on his way or what. easy anser is to call him. I have suffered anxiety for years and always feel silly calling him. He knows about y anxiety and it's been discussed many times over the years so its not like he doesn't know how much i worry.
Its getting to me because i do't just worry when he's out of contacr, but start worrying a lot earlier maybe even the day before that something might happen.
I literally do't know where my Dh is. I thought maybe he's planning to surprise me and come home instead which is a nice thought but i will be upset when it doesn't happen.
I wish I could just think "no news is good news" and get on with things.