When I was 14

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I was sexually assaulted by a sixth former from the same school. I had been drinking but not means no. It took me a long time but s l o w ly I rebuilt myself.

Now 14 years later am happily married but have issues with TTC.

For some reason ( possibly linked to TTC the long locked away feelings have come to the top.)

Duno why she m posting really but just needed to get it off my chest.

I'm so sorry. No means no and you didn't deserve what happened to you

Hello. Sorry that such a horrid thing happened to you. It isn't unusual for feelings about truma to resurface at key points in life.

Is there anyone you can talk this through with? I find writting things down helps get them off my chest so I see why you thought to post about it.

for you.

I don't have much advice but
It's horrible when trauma re-emerges. Have you considered counselling?

I have thought about counselling but around with me there is such an enormous wait.

It's silly to rethink things letting things resurface.

Call a rape crisis centre. Even years later, it can be helpful to talk through these things and they will support you even if it didn't happen yesterday. I personally found it incredibly beneficial and it really helped me with a lot of the anxiety I was feeling.