How do you know when you reach the end of the line? When it would jst be better to split and be done with it? When you stop saying we can fix this after every row, every split, you keep coming back for more, and it seems ok for a while and then the same old rows, and going round and round in therapy, inching forward and then a big fight and back to square one. I'm so tired. I want to be a hermit. I want to be alone. But I don't want my DC to come from a "broken home" in the old lingo and I don't know if I'll regret it in the end if I call time now. We have a deal to keep trying to October. In my head, the plan was if things are better by then then we'll stay together, and if not, we'll quit, and I was hoping for at least a few weeks of calm, a real sense that we had turned a corner. And we had, kinda. But today after another difficult session with our therapist I feel really back to the beginning. I want to give up. Should I give up?
I know you don't know. Just needed to vent.