I've been married 11 years, together for 12. We have children ( don't want or say how much children because I don't want to be identified but I have more than 2 kids)
Lately I've been been feeling kinda lost
I've been 'noticing' other men More which I didn't before but I'm wondering whether it's because I'm not happy with my husband. I crave love and attention from someone else. My husband can be very critical. He's always criticising me and he always has to be right and thinks his way is the right way. It causes me so much stress.
I also suspect he slept with another woman last year but don't have definite proof ( he denies it although she says it happened)
I just feel so lost. I have had a 'crush' in someone I shouldn't have and I think my husband noticed, but I think it's because I feel so worthless, and believe that's partly down to him. I don't know what to do about it all and how to fix Things