Everyday I look at my relationship and I wonder why I am still here. Everyday I say I will leave. Iv been in this relationship on and off for 14 years, fully on for 7. He's always been lazy and irresponsible. I know he will never change and I know you can't change them (although if im honest,I have tried a thousand times).
I suffered from bad depression during pregnancy and after giving birth. I am doing all this by myself whilst supposedly still being in a relationship. I just don't know how much I can take anymore. I don't want this for my child or myself. Everyday I feel like I cannot cope and I have such an anger inside of me that I don't and won't let out but feel like I wll explode. Everyday I say I cannot cope. I'm told that I don't do anything all day because im a sahm to a 10 month old (who is very hardwork and wants constant attention). I don't need him. I do everything by myself. So why don't I go?
What gave you the kick up the backside to leave ?
Sorry if this feels like a sympathy whinge. It's not. Just alot going through my head