I have no idea what to do... I'm not sure whether I need advice, a hand hold or what and this is likely to turn into a nonsensical rant ...
I need to leave my husband... where do I even start? I will be left without absolutely nothing and our family will be destroyed and I just don't know what to do...
I can't afford the house we live in on my own as it is and I work with my husband so I will be left with no job if I leave him which means no way of affording house.
My parents separated when I was 10 and I've never got over it, it's the absolute last thing I want to put our children through but it's got to happen.
I've given him so many chances and I've had enough.
I'm absolutely heartbroken, all I ever wanted was us to be happy and the kids to be happy and I feel like I'm giving up everything! I know I'm giving up all the shit but I'm also giving up the family days out and holidays and taking the kids away from a dad they absolutely adore.
How do I even do that?