Sadly not. I think about it. I even imagine it. Something stops me though.
It is a very difficult situation with lots of interlinking things that don't make it an easy choice or move for me.
It's not that i couldn't but at this moment in time i don't want to. He is a Jekyl and Hide. like most of them.
When we bumble along nicely it is nice. It's been a long time too. I kid myself he can give me the future that i want. That he is a good guy deep down and he can change and he wants to. I am slowly coming to a realisation that wanting to is not good enough though.
I am in a better position at the moment in that i have somewhere to easily go if i decide to. I would be left with nothing though and if i were to walk i likely wouldn't take a penny and would have to move everything in one fast swoop as i couldn't be sure it would be there for me to get at a later date.
I am prepared for the above though if i want to.